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Hadriel IC Contact

"This is Near. I assume you know what to at this point."
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(Good luck ever getting video from him. But if you want to . . .)

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Yeah, well, maybe now's the perfect time to fucking learn! [ She knows he's not capable of feeling the same way she is, that he doesn't process things the way she does, but... Fuck, she just wants someone to feel like shit about his death with her. ]

[He does feel like shit about it. Hell, thanks the to place he was before, he even understands what it feels like to kill someone you care about. But he's conditioned himself to only express feelings privately when he has them at all, and it's a difficult pattern to break.]

Am I to follow your pattern? [Despite how it sounds, he really isn't trying to be an asshole.]

I don't fucking know, all right? Just. Never mind. Sorry, or what the fuck ever. [ It's starting to feel like a mighty good time to start drinking. Fuck the rest of the demons. ]

I am sure it was necessary under the circumstances.

[Which does remarkably little to make him feel better, but he understands this intellectually. He's aware enough of the potential dangers the demon posed -- he'd been physically attacked by the one in Mello's body and is in the process of recovering from the injury.]

Because that makes it easier, right? [ which is to say: no, no it does not. ]

No.

[ at least he knows ]

Keep an eye out for him. I don't know when he'll come back, or what state he'll be in when he does.

I will.

[He's doubtful of being contacted upon Mello's revival. Mello has a tendency to go radio silent when he's dealing with heavy emotions. Near can only assume that he'll be full of those when the time comes.]

Good. Thanks. Shoot me a text if you see him before I do.

[ Just to make sure he's all right, that he's come back. ]

Alright.

[He debates against adding this part, since it feels like giving something away. But fuck it. He stayed ignorant of the situation too long the last time.]

I will expect the same of you.

Fine.

[ And like that, she ends the conversation. She told him what she needed to. It's not until almost a week later that she shoots him another text, this one of much better news. ]

He's back. [ She's not sure whether or not Mello wants Near or L to know, but she told Near she would tell him, and tell him she does. ]

Thank you. [Look at that. Manners.]

He's okay? [Meant in a relative sense.]

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I guess? He said he was. [ But he was lying. ]

Which could mean anything.

[It's fine, really. He doesn't actually expect to hear from him immediately.]

I think it really means he's not. But he will be. He'll just need to forgive himself first. [ which is a lot easier said than done. ]

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